Hello my xxxxxxxxxxxxx!!!
I not again your letters. And I do not know what to think. Where are
you? Why you do not write to me? What happens? There can be again your
letters have not reached me? I am afraid think of that that with you
there can be something. I do not think of it, I hope only for that
that your letter is not has reached again me. Also that the main thing
that you have not forgotten me, with you all is ok and you have not
found other girl. I do not know that occurs to us. But I wish to tell
to you that I very tired, tired to wait for your letter. Fur-trees so
that will proceed we will lose each other. You know to me very strange
dream dreamt today. I dreamt that I have lost you. I very much hope
that it not a prophetic dream and that it will not come true. But
today I all time thought of this dream and to me it became terrible,
it became terrible to me to lose you. You know that I always think of
you and only about you, without you I cannot present your future. I
wish to be with you, I do not wish to lose you. Understand me I set
every day to itself questions why you do not write to me why again it
is a long pause. You know with me there was a bad thing. Shop where I
worked is closed. It has not sustained crisis and now I do not work.
It is very bad for me and I should search for other work. But I have
thought of that that probably is destiny and what while I have a free
time we could meet? I cannot more without you. I wish to be faster
with you. Probably you could arrive to me in the near future? I
understand that it not so simply, that money is for this purpose
necessary. But probably we could suit our meeting together? Now I have
received last my salary. And I have not many money. Certainly it not
so is a lot of, but is possible that this money has sufficed that we
could meet. What do you think of it? I do not know what to tell. But I
know that I wish to be with you and only with you. I very much hope to
receive your answer. Please answer me more likely. Your forever Elena.