Hello my dear xxxxxxxxxxxxx!
I have received again your letter and is very glad to it. To me
very much to like to learn about you new. You know it as the new book,
each new letter as if page which so it would be desirable to read and
learn. You know under your letter I I am convinced of gravity of your
intentions more and more. Yes it so! I well understand you also all
time I try to compare you to those men which at me were. But till now
I do not understand in what your difference, that me to you so draws.
There can be that that you not such as all men (I have in view of
Russian), not such egoist. Know I very much I do not love in men
egoism, arrogance, lie, promises which it is not carried out. Can it
is simple at me high requirements?
Know I wish to tell to you that at me in a life was two men. I
will not speak about it much because I do not wish to recollect it.
But you should know about it. In general with them I did not have
anything because all has ruined their egoism, their lie, vanity,
changes. Also they had problems with alcohol. You probably know how
many Russian men drink. Therefore I very negatively concern alcohol (I
certainly drink a wine glass on holidays), also I very negatively
concern drugs. Know I be not able to forgive change and I think that I
can forgive it never. It was a principal cause of parting with the
first man. To me it was very sick, at me was to him attachment, love
but... he itself has killed all it is the treachery. Then the long
pause and I has got acquainted again with other man. Has lived with
him more than three years, thought that all well, that is possible at
us there will be a present happy family. But you represent at his
there were all these three years the mistress. After I have learnt
it... In general already almost 1,5 years I one. Certainly there were
attempts to get acquainted with men but all it is vain. Even thought
of that that I will never not begin any more serious relations. But
understand I very much I wish to be not lonely, to be a beloved, to be
happy, to look after the husband, to give a soya love, heat, to give
all myself. You understand me? Now I very much hope that I will have
all it, and you have presented to me hope...
Today I so strong slept, because is very tired after work. At me
it is final not such difficult work, but sometimes very much you get
tired. I work in shop female wears. My working day usually begins
from 9:00 till 18:00 (with a lunch break) and at us the sliding schedule.
Sometimes it is necessary to work even on Sunday. And so usually five
days in a week. I like this work. But to deal with women which only
and do that go shopping, not so it is simple. That them is necessary
one, another they are not happy with something still something. It
exhausts! But I have got used. As you see on my photos, I the usual
woman with usual requirements. I like to put on as to me conveniently,
I love usual kitchen, I love walks on park and on quay, I like to
watch TV and listen to radio. In general I am not pleasant like such
what I am not!
I with impatience will wait for your answer. Know that your letter
very much has cheered me up and I am grateful that you give me a
self-trust and hope. And the most important thing that you hear me and
understand. Elena.
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