Hi my xxxxxxxx! How your mood? Any your mood today I want to try to
make even better. This morning I didn't go to my job, because this
morning I flew to my job. Today I came to my job beforehand. And I was
first who came to the office. And I was happy all the day. My
colleagues were surprised. They have asked me why I'm so happy. And I
have simply answered that I have good mood. I have understood long ago
but was afraid to admit to itself, that I have found to you feeling
which did not feel before. I want to understand what in my heart. I
want to feel your breath. I don't know, what's happened with me.
Likely I can be named strange lady, but I have grown fond of your soul
and heart. The rest is not important for me. For me the material world
is not important. Only the world of calmness, fidelity and pure heart.
It didn't happen to me before. The weather is sunny today. The sun
brings joy. I'm glad that I have friend xxxxx, and xxxxxxx has me,
Elvira. Tell me about your thoughts and dreams. I want to know all
about you. Absolutely all! BUT! Yesterday my boss informed me that
I will have a vacation approximately in 1 or 2 weeks. But I did not
expect that I will receive a vacation. I have imagined that I should
spend my vacation in my apartment, between four walls. I will
aimlessly wander on streets and every night fall asleep with tears on
eyes. I waited my vacation the whole year and now I receive them but
it do not bring to me pleasure. I have imagined that I should spend
some months without you and in my heart has appeared awful emptiness.
All world around became uninteresting for me. And I have told to
myself: "NO! It not for me!" Last night I thought of us. About you and
about me. About us together. I couldn't fall asleep. I thought what I
can do to see you. I decided to spend this vacation with you. I
thought what can I do to meet you. Simply to meet. It's all that I
want now. Today I have addressed visas agency. I wondered how much it
will cost for me to make visa. They told me that consideration of the
application on reception of the visa costs 160 dollars. This sum does
not come back even in that case if my application will not be
approved. And for getting a visa is necessary to go to Moscow. They
have told that I will must visit set of various departments, state and
medical institutions both in Kazan, and in Moscow. It is necessary to
wait for a long time the queue. It is a usual way of getting a visa
and procedure of reception can be delayed for some weeks or even
months. Besides if my application will not be approved, it will turn
out that I squander money all for nothing. I said I can't wait so
long. To me have told that is possible to avoid set of problems and to
make all in faster terms if to use full package of service. Full
package of service includes additional payments for a category of the
visa, consular services, preparation for Interview with commission,
interview, insurance, medical survey, tickets. According to the
contract, the agency will prepare me for all documents for travel, to
buy for me the ticket and to deliver me to the plane. The full package
of service costs 465 dollars + sum includes cost of tickets, but the
visas agency remove all problems and thus increases the chance of
getting a visa without excessive delays. I asked how long time it will
take to get a visa If to use a full package of service. They have
answered that it will take about one week. I have told that this
variant satisfies me and I agree. I will have preparation for
interview. It will help me to receive the visa. Cost of tickets to me
inform later. I do not have money to tickets, but I heard, that it is
possible to take the loan in bank. At Ekaterina one works familiar man
in bank and he promised, that will try to help me with registration of
the loan. So, money - for me will be not a problem.
I really have
registered the visa application with great belief and with great hope
that you will be glad to meet me, with belief and with hope that you
want to meet me. I really want to give you a gift - our meeting though
I am not sure if you really want to meet me. Can you imagine that if
everything will be well, in two weeks we can meet? If it would happen,
would be it as a gift for you? Would be you happy if we could spend
some days together? I understand that our relations are not long yet.
Many years I ask myself one question: "Why everything depends on
money?" I think that the money is not main thing in life. The main is
when the people can and want to understand each other. I have a wild
desire to meet you, to embrace you. I have some savings. I do not want
to cause you a monetary outlay. I will make all myself. I know that
you did not expect that I will tell all this. But it is possible to
wait eternally. But in fact nobody knows that waits for us tomorrow.
Maybe such opportunity will not be presented any more. I have opened
to you my heart and soul. I speak what I feel. I am not confused by my
feelings. I speak straight and openly. The loneliness has made me
courageous. You can think that I hurry events. But I have found new
feeling which never had. I am happy right now. I seem I has found what
searched for long time. In Russia speak: "under a lying stone the
water doesn't flow ". It mean that it is necessary to do a step onward
to achieve something. During all my life I spent my vacation in my
village or travelling across Russia. But now I can spend my vacation
with my friend, with you! It is big happiness. I should use this
opportunity. In my heart never was such confidence and feeling. And I
am afraid to lose it. May be I hurry events, but I am afraid that all
will be terminated, and then I will go mad. You my dear friend, and
friends meet sometimes. I shall receive a vacation, it's my vacation
and I want to spend it with my dear friend. I think it will be
wonderful. I apologize, if have offended you. I hope, that you do not
regard my words as impudence. I simply want to meet and spend some
happy days with you. What will be after, I do not know. But all people
meet. The distance does not frighten me. But without a meeting there
can not be a continuation. I hope, that your feelings to me have not
changed after that. But I want to see you to slightly becalm my
tormented heart. Tell me please, can you meet me? Tell me please, you
will be glad to meet me? You will be glad if I will arrive to you? I
believe and I hope that I have not angered and have not offended you.
I believe and I hope that you have feelings to me. I believe and I
hope that you want to meet me. It can be outlined in advance by
destiny. I sincerely hope that my letter has brought pleasure to you.
And I sincerely hope that you want to meet me to spend some time
together. And I sincerely hope that you would be happy to meet me.
Would you be happy? Sometimes I come home and if I feel tired I fall
asleep early, but I never find yourself awake in the middle of the
night, I wake up only in the morning. Much tenderness from Elvira!!!
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